I haven't been too focused on finding Mr. Right for the last several days. Instead, I've been awestruck at how wonderful and thoughtful my friends are. I always suspected it, but now I'm convinced - I have the most wonderful friends on the planet. This thoughtful group threw me the most unbelievable birthday party last Friday night. The evening was made complete when my sister and brother-in-law walked into the restaurant - they flew across the country to be there! It was an amazing night. So instead of hunting for men this weeend, I spent time with my amazing family and friends. I tear up when I think about how great of a time I had on Friday night - I'm so lucky!
Back to the Search for Zu...
I was supposed to finally meet Brian (friend of sketchy coworker) tomorrow night. Late last week, we finally set up "drinks" for Tuesday. Unfortunately, he cancelled on me today. But his reason is totally legitimate: he resigned from his job today and this week is likely to be chaotic with longer than usual hours tying up loose ends. Brian suggested next week, I'm out of town for most of it. I could do Thursday night, but I wasn't about to suggest Valentine's Day for our first meeting. I suggested we do happy hour a week from this Friday. It's insane - I've been trying to meet his guy for what seems like ages! I hope he's as cool as I've built him up to be in my mind. I don't even have any clue what he looks like!
Nothing to update from the site. Casey closed me out this weekend. I felt a twinge of guilt, but know that I did what was right for me. There really aren't a lot of guys on there - I feel like many signed up for the discounted trial this past fall (when I did) and now most are letting their memberships lapse (I know of at least one guy who fits in this category). I think these guys are frustrated and are not renewing their memberships. Crushing. It seems like I have no other outlets for meeting guys. None of my friends seem to know anyone that is both single and quality.
I'm trying not to get down about the whole thing. Even if I never find Mr. Right, at least I can say that my life has been blessed with wonderful friendships.
Jeez - not to discount my friendships but who am I kidding? I want both - Mr. Right AND wonderful friendships. Is that asking for too much? Have I jinxed my love life by having such great girlfriends? Is it possible for me to have both??
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