OK, I admit it. I'm frustrated and lonely. Ugh. I feel pathetic even putting that out there.
It's a Saturday night and I'm alone, at home, watching TV with my cat (nothing against him, but the whole stereotype of that part doesn't look good).
A couple of hours ago I accidentally came across a thoughtful email from my ex, sent early on in our relationship: him asking how he was so lucky to have me in his life and telling me that I give him palpitations.
I want to believe I'm over him completely, that I'm this fabulous single woman ready to take the dating world by storm. But honestly, that email rattled me - rattled me to tears. I haven't cried over missing him and the end of our relationship in months. I thought I was through that part. Crap.
I know ending our relationship was the right thing to do, but is it too much to ask for the next Mr. Wonderful to come along to help speed up the healing process and provide a positive distraction?
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